Tuesday, 12 February 2008

Sorrow of the Moment

After i left the airport..
A sudden emptiness hung onto me..
It creeped into my heart..
Surrounded the emotions..
Boiled with sadness and sorrow..
I heard the plane took off..
Bringing a piece of me in it..
My heart struggled..
It was painful..
It was aching..
It's hard to let go..
supersonic speed took it away..
I looked to the grey sky..
Then to the road in front of me..
I realised it's not the sky that's grey..
It is the rain waiting to fall in between my eyelids..
I tried not to think..
Just concentrating in what i see..
The road looks so empty..
Just like inside of me..
Gong xi gong xi gong xi me..
One of the hardest seperation for me..
19 years of my life..
100km per hour on my myvi..
This passed 2 years flashed in front of me..
I am so damn lucky..
Looking at the memories..
which flooded the vision in front of me..
It's like other person driving beside me..
I can't see the road..
I just saw you in my eyes..
It was cold in me..
It was the moment of sorrow for me..


This is dedicated to someone..
i miss u

dear everyone(h, m, rlj) that left.. take care..
dun worry.. be happy..

LONG TIME NO SEE..

How long has it been..
since i touched u again..
been busy these days..
a lot happenning around me..
this ain't a poem to me..
just an update for you..
i've been places..
from november till january..
gambling everyday in McD till three..
dissipating everyday thoughts around me..
langkawi.
kuala lumpur..
johor..
melacca..
all i've been..
soul searching around me..
i came back, grew stronger..
i saw, i felt, i touched you again..
i noe its hard to forgive me.
but i've been busy..
lets continue our journey..
our dream..
i miss u


MY BLOG!!!!!!


(specially wrote for you)
Happy chinese new year!! GONG XI FA CAI!!

Saturday, 10 November 2007

2007 THES-QS world universities ranking out!!

Guess what? The much awaited THES-QS is out. For those who is unfamiliar with this, this is the Times Higher Education Supplement Quacquarelli Symonds (THES-QS) World Universities ranking. This is a ranking system, used to rank higher education institutions. It provides a platform for comparison and competitiveness among universities, and more useful for students like myself, to choose where provides the best education. Since this ranking system has been introduced four years ago, it has generated a lot of controversial remark and debate around the globe, on how higher learning institutions are ranked.

As usual, according to the list, the top universities still dominate. Harvard U, followed by Cambridge, Oxford and Yale University. Of course, it can't be denied that all this prestigious Uni's have a long serving slice of history that made them THAT good. Just ask any student where are their dream universities and sure there will be the top 3 on their lips. The according to a newspaper article, the criteria used to measure and gather the data for the rankings are based on peer review(40%), recruiter review(10%), international faculty ratio(5%), international students ratio(5%), student-faculty ratio(5%) and citations per faculty(20%). Although the report has stressed that it doesn't reflect the actual performance and quality of the learning institutions, it does create a cloud over our heads weather are we good or bad.

For the 1st time since ranking began, Malaysia does not have a university in the top 200(i dunno why i am so excited typing this XD). Sadly for us Malaysian local university students, it makes us less marketable, for the time being. The Malaysian universities ranking UM(no.246), USM(no.307!!), UKM(no.309), and UPM(no.364). UKM suffered the most, from last year's top 200 to outside 300, it must be a big blow. Especially for "those" who wow to maintain it's standard.

WELL, that sums it all, malaysian universities are WEAK.

I am 18, currently studying in USM, and i find the standard of education rather high, though not all educator(some are still arrogant and teach crap in class). So what's the point. I heard from my seniors that USM final papers are the most difficult to score compared to other higher learning universities. Actually i am ok with that, it show that we are that good. We still have a long way to go and learn, despite boasting being the countries older learning institution, we are still not on par with others outside. Hopefully malaysian universities practice QC, quality control, if you know what do i mean.

For those of you reading this, since i am insider(USM student), maybe i can provide you with some ideas why we are moving backwards.

Are we really moving backwards, or is it other people moving at a greater speed?
1st problem, lecturers, yes there a good ones, those who are dedicated in their teaching. And there are also those, rather weak in teaching and have no passion entertaining their students. Well, in my 1st semester in USM, there are both types of those. Thankfully, the latter less.

2nd
, mentality. Like my previous titles, i talked a lot about mentality. This is learning mentality. I found out a portion of USM students are rather unactive in, almost everything. Gaming and studying is their life. What is BALANCED??? We're LOSING it...

3rd, not knowledgeable. Most students are unaware of the outside world. Come on, in few years we're going to conquer the society. We students should what to choose, what to listen, because we are matured. Maturity, mentally that is, are lacked from students these days. We should know when to play, when to study, when to relax.

This are the few points i can figure out while blogging this.. will add if i find out more.

And there is 1 more good news for my fellow USM peers, according to Academic Reputation Survey(ARES), USM score a straight 5(excellent) in 4 categories, that is BEST OVERALL UNIVERSITY, REPUTATION OF ACADEMIC, CHOICE UNIVERSITIES FOR STUDENTS and RESEARCH UNIVERSITY. Keep on the good work. We are currently the best in Malaysia.

Our prime minister once said that all higher learning institutions in Malaysia had to be rank to increase their competitiveness. Like one of my friend once told me, if the standard of local universities do not increase, one day private colleges in Malaysia will overtake them. This THES-QS serves as a warning to all of us, that we are not yet world class and why a lot of people prefer to forward their studies overseas. Lets hope to see an improvement in 2008.


~this is the 2007 THES-QS ranking list, click to download

2007_Top_200_Compact.pdf

Friday, 9 November 2007

My Blog's New Face!!!

After some time with the old layout theme.. i was feeling kind of bored and empty about it. So i went to search for some new templates.

~this was my old template layout.. Bye Bye

Give me so comment about my new layout. And also other improvements i can make on it. Thanks. Again i wanna thank vhanded for his help.

Tuesday, 6 November 2007

38 things u dont wanna know..

Just finish exam.. then went to penang, then went to langkawi.. came back, and found i hv been tagged by vhanded (act he tagged few gt few times d.. i just too busy to reply @.@). haha.. So this time i think better i tag this la.

Here goes...

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night? stupid mao, melissa n lika..lol(got three so ok la..)
2. What were you doing at 0800? on the feri back from langkawi
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? on my bed eating lunch
4. What happened to you in 2006? I entered inti then matrikulation
5. What was the last thing you said out loud? BITTERSWEET!!
6. How many beverages did you have today? just skyjuice..last 3 days..heineken.kampai
7. What color is your hairbrush? i dont have one.. i use my hands =)
8. What was the last thing you paid for? a bottle of bacardi
9. Where were you last night? one the bus back to penang, then went out for supper
10. What color is your front door? brown
11. Where do you keep your change? wallet!!
12. What’s the weather like today? cloudy and rainy
13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor? yam and mint
14. What excites you? she and football
15. Do you want to cut your hair? i just cut it last saturday
16. Are you over the age of 25? 18 only la.. 7 years more..
17. Do you talk a lot? VERY much
18. Do you watch the O.C.? what in the blue world is that?
19. Do you know anyone named Steven? yes, my cousin.. and steven gerrard!!
20. Do you make up your own words? yes, most of the times
21. Are you a jealous person? not quite.. i m jealous of zac efron of his looks.. haha
22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’. Arthur
23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’. Kenny
24. Who’s the first person on your received call list? sook hua
25. What does the last text message you received say? football msg
26. Do you chew on your straw? nop..
27. Do you have curly hair? straight is my roots
28. Where’s the next place you’re going to? bola bola for futsal
29. Who’s the rudest person in your life? duno.. myself gua.. haha..
30. What was the last thing you ate? black chocolate bought in langkawi
31. Will you get married in the future? yeah.. and gonna hv cute kids =)
32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks? real life detective conan movie..took it from mirc.. really very cool
33. Is there anyone you like right now? yes of course
34. When was the last time you did the dishes? i very seldom
35. Are you currently depressed? no
36. Did you cry today? no, for the last few years
37. Why did you answer and post this? syok.. n gv vhanded face. haha.. since he say i din update
38. Who you want to tag? anyone who saw this and feel interested, feel free man..

finally free already.. will update my langkawi trip.. Happy holidays!!

Thursday, 11 October 2007

Hiking at Tukun

Our football team family day schedule added another healthy and enjoyable activity --- Hiking at tukun. Tukun is the bm hill, which is located.... well.. in bm of course... haha. Everyone that has been to bm knows that bm hill has 3 attenas, that is visible if it is not cloudy, which cloudy is impossible because bm hill is low. haha..

Mostly we will go there every weekend, sundays, but if we have other time at other days, we will also go. Hiking is enjoyable and fun. It maybe be difficult at first, but if you are with friends, u will talk until you don't realise you've reached the top. The route is around 10km up and down, if i am not mistaken, maybe more.

When i go to tukun, i seldom see youngster, all apek auntie uncle there.. Only us teenagers there. Is there a lazy syndrome in youths today?

MY BLOG MAYBE SHORT TODAY, BUT MY HEART TO URGE YOUTHS TO LEAD A HEALTHY LIFE IS NOT SO SHORT. DON'T BE SUCH A LAZY ASS. LIFE IS SHORT. BUT LIFE IS SHORTER IF WE DO NOT EXERCISE AND TAKE CARE OF OUR BODY.

here are some pic of tukun~
~nice le.. camera man pro nia.. haha...

~this 1 definitely on V-Mag cover... hehe..

~playmaker eric, sim ge, JJ, calvin and Mao

~en route to the top

~all in including cibai loke..

~tua pek kong attacked mao(on the floor)..haha..

--We'll be going tomorrow morning too, see you there--

Friday, 5 October 2007

Byebye Poke

On 25th september, poke went to england on flight at night. We went to the airport to see him off. Let me write something bout poke. His name is Ting Yong Jian. People call him lots of names, poke, popoke, puchi, uncle ting(tipster!!)... n lots more =.="

~poke poke poke.. act cool.. huhu

His person, sometimes, good, sometimes siao siao, sometimes easy angry, sometimes very kuailan. But beh kuai, all my friends also like that de. hoho.. Poke go d, less 1 kaki go NZ d.. td nobody stand 1st line d..gambling less 1 kaki, Futsal also less 1 kaki d. Everything less d. Poke we miss u.. haha.. No more hearing a chicken scold FUCKING NOOB >.<, or NO SENSE AT ALL, or C*B*I.

Alvin khoo made a fucking gay confession, which mao told me.. funny though.

Poke went to study at CITY COLLEGE... fuyoh.. at manchester!! So everyday can watch football. Hopefully you go there can study well la, dun like at disted gaduh with lec d. lol.
And don't scold fucking noob there. Ang moh there don't understand that.
SAY NO TO DOTA!!

Poke, c u next year!! Take care.

Here are some pics taken by robird.. i still need to get tambun pics from mao.
~playmaker n poke last family day in bola bola..

~ cap souviner to poke

~fucking noob!

~momo, me, mao, ah hea, poke, suvenn, robird~

~son, enjoy urself!! (c poke's face =.=")

~poke n mao... LOHENG

~this pic.. go tafsir urself.. lol momo's n poke's expression..

~poke's private moment...

~c his lanciao face... hahaha.. somemore remember to pose..

~THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO POKE~CHEERS MATE~